8:50 AM It's amazing, the lies people tell you to get in your pants.
I don't know what it is about this time of the year that brings out all the emo-nemoness in me. I remember this time last year I was in the shits-nits as well. And to top it all off, my babe isn't coming to Melbourne anymore. Just when I needed you the most O.M.G.! Yes, we are both crashing real fast, and it hasn't even been a year since I last saw you! Remember that time you left to go to Perth? And look what happened! And what about now? Haha, don't even know where to begin right...
And what is the deal with younger guys? Okay, I often forget that he is younger. Three years, to be exact. Because of all the laughter and fun, and seriously good company. Is it wrong that we have chemistry? But since it became noticable, I have been drowning in "no-no" advice from almost everyone. There are days where I go, "Oh my God what am I thinking wei!", and there are others, "Aiya, fark care everyone lah. Just go for it!". HAHAHAHAHA I feel like im in some O.C. drama or some shit.
Uni is finally over. Unsure of whether it's a good or bad thing. The first two days after my last assignment, I took my usual 16 hr dead-to-the-world sleep that I usually take after exams. And after I was fresh, I had that whole "YAYIMDONEWITHUNI" light all around with me, you know, the whole let's-go-out-and-have-some-smashing-fun attitude. Funnily enough, this attitude only lasted 2 days, and then I was bored out of my mind! So now I have resorted to WoW, which of course, has expectedly screwed up my sleeping hours, big time.
Babe, you do know that since you're not coming down, you have to make up for it right...I will seriously take up your offer to go to the States. Been looking for kaki to go adi. And yes, do come to KL when I'm down. These 8 months or so without you have been torturous, and I am about to implode. Now how am I suppose to go through these next few weeks and months before I head back? Sigh, you were right. This is about the time I really need you, and about the time you really needed that trip here right? Now I am alone, and will be, like I have been for the last 8 months.
I can't believe my kidneys failed me at 7 a.m. and I had to rush to the toilet half awake, and when I went back to bed, I was wide awake! Well, I did wake up at 7 p.m. the previous night. Usually when my body is shut down and asleep, I don't feel the need to pee. But the many litres of water I drank last night didn't help. Must've been that salty, salty dinner. Feeling my hunger pangs from last night, I proceeded to whip up a big breakfast for myself whoopee :D
- Sundried tomato and basil sausages, spinach, cherry tomatoes with herbs, and some garlic bread (unfortunately, I didn't know we ran outta eggs)
Something Brad's friend (I forgot his name. Dan?) said that day about Asians when we were all out for dinner really cracked me up.
"You know what's the worse thing I can't stand about Asians? They like to take photos of their food and post it on Facebook."
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Poor Brad. At least that particular comment wasn't ammo directed at you. Actually, it probably was the only one not directed at you LOL.
Omg. I just realised. I'm the rebound girl. Haha. I gotta get out of this spiral of shitty past relationships and get into one where I feel happy. Urgh, young blood. Eh eh! Chemistry! There's chemistry!
Kalau saya akan berada di Melbourne pada hujung tahun ini, nampaknya saya akan pergi ke Sensasi: Putih. Amboi, boleh pakai baju warna putih ni!
Omg times are so bad now, I'm never gonna get a job. I'll be in Brokebitch mountain.
